I ain t no queen of hearts
I go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it
Yeah, you know the feeling
Without much hope just blind ambition Pretending that there s nothing missing
I always kept believing that more I thought if I had more
I wouldn t get so bored but everything just leaves me empty
Love walking in and out of my door wasn t good enough no more
When I don t trust myself life really sucks

Chorus
The first time I thought it but I didn t do it
Last time that s when I really blew it
This time I m gonna do it different cause I know I know
If I put everything I have into it eventually I m gonna get what s good for me

I m just trying to be creative but everyone s so opinionated
They wanna tell me what I m feeling
Cause one man s junk s another s treasure
When it s done it s hard to measure or keep on believing that more
If only I had more
I wouldn t get so bored
But I know it s gonna leave me empty
Life walking in and out of my door wasn t good enough no more
When I don t trust myself I only get stuck

I don t want to live my life wondering if only
I woulda I shoulda I coulda
But I didn t cause I d only blame myself again